Sunday, November 8, 2009
You can never escape the truth of this world.
This world is not cruel. Is the people in it. *Sighs
I today abit crazy le. Sad sad and freaking depressed.
All i think is neagative thoughts.
And i decided a thing.
To someone, u dont talk to me. i dont talk either.
This world is not cruel. Is the people in it. *Sighs
I today abit crazy le. Sad sad and freaking depressed.
All i think is neagative thoughts.
And i decided a thing.
To someone, u dont talk to me. i dont talk either.
No more pain, happy all the way! HAVE TO! (: 12:38 AM.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Sorry that i've hurt you! ):
My arms and legs are aching. I think it's due to lack of sleep. Slept 2 hours only.
And i'm exhausted. Just came back from helping mom with groceries and getting her destop and
all ~ She got the new windows 7 destop. It's the latest version. {envious}
Nevermind , my lappy not bad. Btw my com spoil also. so now only lappy.
Waiting for his msg. RAHHH
My arms and legs are aching. I think it's due to lack of sleep. Slept 2 hours only.
And i'm exhausted. Just came back from helping mom with groceries and getting her destop and
all ~ She got the new windows 7 destop. It's the latest version. {envious}
Nevermind , my lappy not bad. Btw my com spoil also. so now only lappy.
Waiting for his msg. RAHHH
No more pain, happy all the way! HAVE TO! (: 10:46 PM.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Well, i have nothing to do at home. While bi's working and he forgotten to msg me
after he eat. >: Rahhh. How could u forget me. ):
Just went to read his blog entrys, last time ones. He long time quit blogging alr.
But when he blog, Say what miss me etc. Cause he seldom say this type one.
So I read his blog , had this feeling like really unable to explain.
So, later after he finish work. I shall ask him to blog again. See if he will or not.
Hope he will though. ): I really want him blog again. haha
I have nothing to do at home man. So lifeless ~
Maybe i die also nobody know. :B HAHAHA
(10.16pm)
He told me what he msged me after he eat. No reply all these.
But i never receive anything. then the freaking time we msging , i keep
cannot receive his msg. What the hell is wrong with the freaking connection?
Bad enough already msg so little, secondly can't even meet anymore because
his working and probably he will be tired and wont be able to go out on offs days.
FUCK THE CONNECTION LA! Sibei dulan lah. knn ~
Somemore is not late receive or what. Is never even receive at all. I dont know la.
Angry till blood vessle burst. cb !
No more pain, happy all the way! HAVE TO! (: 3:22 PM.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
I love candy canes. As christmas is nearing , always i will buy candy cane. :D
Buy for me uh people. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! <3
Today's my moms birthday. Haha Guess what i bought for her?
Hmmmmmm? Let me tell you, i bought her ipod touch. She's very happy about it.
And i paid it with all my money. :x
I just came home from my grandmother's house. My mother said she need to go there
and treat them to dinner. So was at their house downstairs eating, rice and some side dishes.
It was raining hard, so we had to change tables.
Boyfriend!
We haven't met for almost a week already. Haha
I know you're tired from work. Anyways "Jiayous" for tomorrow's first day serving customers. :D
Tan Jiayin!
When you off day uh! Rah, very long never meet you too. Never miss me right? ): sobs *
Hahaa, day off must tell me uhs.
; I like your voice. :B
No more pain, happy all the way! HAVE TO! (: 10:44 PM.
Monday, November 2, 2009
Yesterday slept around 4 plus i guess. ><
I was awoken today by bi's msg. He started work today. but
first training. He message me during the 10min break he had.
and Lunch break. ahah (: At least he remembered about me. :D
Today actualy wanted to bring phebe out to catch a movie, but all the movies not nice.
Even nice also she cannot watch. I want watch jennifer's body! ):
I was awoken today by bi's msg. He started work today. but
first training. He message me during the 10min break he had.
and Lunch break. ahah (: At least he remembered about me. :D
Today actualy wanted to bring phebe out to catch a movie, but all the movies not nice.
Even nice also she cannot watch. I want watch jennifer's body! ):
No more pain, happy all the way! HAVE TO! (: 5:49 PM.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
today is a very upsetting day for me eh!
He woke up today, he msged za. Never msg me. 2 plus then msg me say
he just wake up. Ask him why. he say i go back sleep ma. Then he gng
find his friends also never tell me. He say free le will go out with me. he today
free he never even ask me out. Later he explain what chyesin jio him out then he go out.
Say that only spend one hour like that jiu go home. in the end, spend two hours like that with them. make me kpkb in two msg then he tell me cos ltr no time with them. cos all the time will with me le. Now also say go eat. alr 1 hour plus alr. Still eating sia. must be eating buffet ah. elephant buffet. ):
(9.01pm)
He still haven't text me yet. Well, i'm fed up of texting and calling him to find out what is
taking him so long. Suit yourself see kaiwen. You've gone nuts today!
I've cried too much today for you. ):
I'm on a roller coaster ride.
It's never ending. It goes high and low.
Oh my, and exactly how you treat me. High and low!
; Do you even treasure me? Explain to me
He woke up today, he msged za. Never msg me. 2 plus then msg me say
he just wake up. Ask him why. he say i go back sleep ma. Then he gng
find his friends also never tell me. He say free le will go out with me. he today
free he never even ask me out. Later he explain what chyesin jio him out then he go out.
Say that only spend one hour like that jiu go home. in the end, spend two hours like that with them. make me kpkb in two msg then he tell me cos ltr no time with them. cos all the time will with me le. Now also say go eat. alr 1 hour plus alr. Still eating sia. must be eating buffet ah. elephant buffet. ):
(9.01pm)
He still haven't text me yet. Well, i'm fed up of texting and calling him to find out what is
taking him so long. Suit yourself see kaiwen. You've gone nuts today!
I've cried too much today for you. ):
I'm on a roller coaster ride.
It's never ending. It goes high and low.
Oh my, and exactly how you treat me. High and low!
; Do you even treasure me? Explain to me
No more pain, happy all the way! HAVE TO! (: 7:23 PM.
Monday, October 26, 2009
today i leave house already. He text me say he can't go anymore need help uncle do things.
He knew i was at ang mo kio already{when i told him}, he didn't say straight away to go and
accompany him to interview when he alr asked za to. He kept asking me like to take bus go home etc instead of asking accompany him go interview. Who wouldn't think that he does not want me to go right. After za told him i was at void deck, he keep ask me come already nor.
Asked him if wanted me to go, he say we now waiting for you to come. keep say this.
{of course, i will think he doesn't want me to go. Who wouldn't? }
After i walked over, he totally ignore me. And we never even spoken a word face to face today.
Not even eye contact ~ Later i texted him. Asking what is with the cold treatment.
He said i gave him black face first.
But my phone hang and i was staring at my phone. Black face is to the phone ma.
But after he ignore me, the black face was to him. hmph *
tomorrow he gng for interview, he also never ask me accompany him.
& i told him, u want go out then u call me out. He say must also see he free or not.
Never call me out today for tmr, means not free alr lor.
Actually if you didn't want me to go , you could have told me straight to my face.
Dont give me indirect signs. Today he also sms me like sians sians like that. ):
who wouldn't feel hurt uh? ): Today is a sad day for me. ): *sighs
; i a fool for love. But i'm going to perserve to be stronger and then i will not even bother anymore.
He knew i was at ang mo kio already{when i told him}, he didn't say straight away to go and
accompany him to interview when he alr asked za to. He kept asking me like to take bus go home etc instead of asking accompany him go interview. Who wouldn't think that he does not want me to go right. After za told him i was at void deck, he keep ask me come already nor.
Asked him if wanted me to go, he say we now waiting for you to come. keep say this.
{of course, i will think he doesn't want me to go. Who wouldn't? }
After i walked over, he totally ignore me. And we never even spoken a word face to face today.
Not even eye contact ~ Later i texted him. Asking what is with the cold treatment.
He said i gave him black face first.
But my phone hang and i was staring at my phone. Black face is to the phone ma.
But after he ignore me, the black face was to him. hmph *
tomorrow he gng for interview, he also never ask me accompany him.
& i told him, u want go out then u call me out. He say must also see he free or not.
Never call me out today for tmr, means not free alr lor.
Actually if you didn't want me to go , you could have told me straight to my face.
Dont give me indirect signs. Today he also sms me like sians sians like that. ):
who wouldn't feel hurt uh? ): Today is a sad day for me. ): *sighs
; i a fool for love. But i'm going to perserve to be stronger and then i will not even bother anymore.
No more pain, happy all the way! HAVE TO! (: 10:59 PM.